Packing for NYC
It's sunday night, packing my stuff.. lots to do.. not so crazy but still.
There is something about the weight of things that accumulate.
Things that we have to carry so we can have everything we need and survive well.
It all intimidates me.
All possible things that I must do so that I can be most prepared.
And there are other things.
Not seeing family for a while.
Worries about them worrying about me.
Just getting the jitters.
And then telling the mind to shut up and pack positive thoughts, only good things
Here we go!
Operation Clean Yo House is set to commence tomorrow and final packing the day after.
A week and a day or so now- I can feel the momentum picking up!
I had a tarot reading today for the coming year- it said some hardships and tough decisions were ahead. BUT it also said I will have a personal changing experience and make some life-long friendships :))
It reminded me that every real change that happens in one's life often means a shedding of old ways, and that shedding can have hard painful moments. But ultimately change occurs. And I cant wait to meet myself on the other side (and I wish the same for you Shub, darlin).
One week now until the babies go off to their farm in Sac. I brought the cat carrier home today for Leo and Starla's taken it over! I wish it was a thousand years in the future and I could make them pint sized for the trip; they'd be my little cats in gold-fish sized form! Hahahaha (this laughter is only 25% maniacal) ;-) The apt was packed and stored last weekend and as I write this I'm sitting here with only a bed/tv/lamp/and computer. It really feels like it's happening now!
What's funny is I changed my zipcode on the one and only dating site Im on (and rarely use) and that made it seem really really official. Having it say JasmineAnn, NY,NY was weird! (but totally awesome!) I just stared at it thinking- do I even know this girl? I will. I think my potential is gonna catch up with myself, if that makes sense at all?
I'm excited, as ever, for this new journey. And I can really feel the wind in my hair from the rollarcoaster now, taking us super high before the lift off!